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Sparkwood

by Fleur Du Louve

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1.
Bell Jar 04:44
2.
Ships 05:03
“The wreck of five houses in a prominent village.” That is what the Chinook woman told them. In their journals Lewis and Clark recorded that the young woman had somehow survived, badly marked by Smallpox, her people had all died from the sickness that now scarred her face. This disease arrived with the boats from Hudson Bay, traveled along rivers and inland waters. Along with the fish and the news, the people brought this strange fever to their relatives, to those they loved. Until there was no one. Their tribe nearly decimated. Take me down where the river meets the lake this is her gravestone he brought gifts and promises laced with lies from Hudson Bay break me into the captain’s house built with greed, bones still standing white tomb lies where her spirit broke it was her death, they called it a wedding she outlived the boats crashed into her coast white bones in the ocean still wash up in Deadman’s Cove marry me, bury me, specter’s eyes see through history tame me or rename me but this is still her coast she outlived the boats crashed into her coast white bones in the ocean still wash up in Deadman’s Cove take me down where the river meets the lake this is her gravestone he brought gifts and promises laced with lies from Hudson Bay break me into the captain’s house built with greed, bones still standing white tomb lies where her spirit broke it was her death, they called it a wedding I walked through the trees crawled on my knees laid my hands onto the shore gave up your ring false hopes and dreams all the things that came before there’s a lighthouse where a longhouse used to be there’s a white house where a longhouse used to be there’s a lighthouse where a longhouse used to be there’s a white house where a longhouse used to be...
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Foxgloves 03:56
Flower for the heart, medicine for the dark. Flower for the heart, medicine for the… Rose quartz and amethyst undo these wounds that once defined us a ritual of lips and when we kiss it’s a summoning breathe it in, the death of spring a ghostdance this reckoning a ritual of lips and when we kiss it’s a summoning meet me in the circle of trees where we told everything to the foxgloves a bouquet so you’ll remember me when summer leaves us wintering with nothing wick in golden sap lay your hand in my lap hands along my thighs in the candle light though you’ll never come stone and crystal bone you left me all alone meet me in the circle of trees where we told everything to the foxgloves a bouquet so you remember me when summer leaves us wintering with nothing I grind belladonna opium poppies and datura the skin of a toad and seven rosebuds into a red paste taste my lover on my tongue again and open the sky riding the black air the space between my thighs is alive with stars and moonlight flying ointment slick wood and the whole world passes beneath me I float over you looking in and for a moment it’s as if we were together again
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Arc Eye 04:53
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Fleur Du Mal 05:08
Sparkwood and 21 In the black lodge of my living room, red tick of alarm clock pulsing, Laura Palmer strikes like a match, setting fire to everything. Beneath a netting of medication. A sort of healing. It begins on the sofa. That’s how I know she’s here to show me something about myself. Out in those woods she’s been waiting. Beneath branches. Standing below the amber glow of owl eyes, breaking pitch with embers slow ignition. This is where I get to know her. A spark in the rain swept city. She curls her finger in my hair to make sure I’m listening. Now comes her breath on kindling. A whispered story fire walk with me my body, a curled leaf alone on the pull-out. Pill-spelled in the witching hour. In the dark between worlds. It is not a coincidence the two of us met here, where a girl’s story can fall across an entire town, like pine needles. Root deep in the dark of me thorns prick, blood blooming nectar sweet and the sting of bees this euphoric painful poisoning bound to you through the rose moon the first frost and a pale blue carve me into something else I’m only wilting insects crawl on my sex you left me shivering cover me in moss and green and all your promising by the next hunter’s moon that you’d be back for me leave me in the dirt watering down all of my hurt one by one I’ll swallow pink petals until you follow carve me into something else I’m only wilting insects crawl on my sex you left me shivering cover me in moss and green and all your promising by the next hunter’s moon that you’d be back for me leave me in the dirt watering down all of my hurt one by one I’ll swallow pink petals until you follow root deep in the dark of me thorns prick, blood blooming nectar sweet and the sting of bees this euphoric painful poisoning bound to you through the rose moon the first frost and a pale blue The White Lodge I dug a moonstone from the wet earth and swallowed it, tired of my convalescence. I drank it down with the mud and insects, small pebbles, debris against my teeth. I climbed the tallest tree. Edged out across its limbs. Removed my dress. Cut my hair. Watched it float down. Raven black like falling feathers weightless I watched it go. And I didn’t jump. I didn’t need to. Nor did I wait to be rescued. For there beside me a great horned owl, snow white, perched next to me saying nothing.
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Half Indian an old woman laughs I must take after a white father because I can pass they say the tribes lived along the coast all along San Francisco Bay driving alongside waves I feel alone feel home drift away the moon hooks the sky and I drive try to catch it between my fingers a crescent of white a fight still present Garbage Indians the old woman told me that’s what we called them growing up in Monterey the dump was on their reservation because isn’t it always and I bite my tongue until it bleeds until I quiet the anger in me and I’ll wait until I leave Half Moon Bay to scream into my fist and say all the things we are not supposed to say to the people who are older than us we meet on the beach see something in the distance past the breakers watch the waves and wonder what is coming for us take my hand and stand with me the sand beneath our feet as the tide comes to shore on the coast things go missing earth it quakes it shakes the shores buried tongues of a conquered people slip from cliffs to the sea below look beyond the break two whales surface they rise and they dip cresting from the deep dancing with the swells I fall in love with the distance waves come crashing in and they will outlive us tell me of the bones that are buried on the beach like the blood that beads will rise from the sea tell me we are whales cresting from the deep tell me all the things we can’t touch, not out of reach on the coast things go missing earth it quakes it shakes the shores buried tongues of a conquered people slip from cliffs to the sea below
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Wolves 03:51
Wolves Sightings have been rising. We’re full of fear and the sheep have gone missing. We’ve been hungry tracking a new scent. Now that we’ve gone, they’ve found their way back home. Take away the stars and the moon, they all point to you. A pack of wolves was starving, now they’re in the supermarket and the city streets. We roam, and hunt, we dance until dawn. I hope they stay/ I hope we stay gone. Here we are howling, howling, howling at the moon we’ve come to feast, we’ve come to ruin you hear us now howling, howling howling, at the moon the streets are ours nothing belongs to you here we are howling, howling, howling at the moon your time is done, these fangs our only truth hear us now howling, howling, howling at the moon your bones licked clean, the sky is black and new we swam through the river, up the coast to the shore, we climbed up the mountain, to the crest, crossed the moor Fight back she called to us, spring the traps under moon’s guidance protect this pack and the rest of us we’ll eat the ones who tried to cage us We burned the woods. There’s nothing left. We took too much and now our homes are ashes. Dig our own graves and cover our bones in dirt. Let us fade as your tracks return… Fight back she called to us, spring the traps under moon’s guidance protect this pack and the rest of us we’ll eat the ones who tried to cage us What has been done to us cannot be erased. We faced extinction as we hid underground. And in the dark we found each other and you never knew how strong we’d become never even saw us coming....

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released January 9, 2021

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Fleur Du Louve Tacoma, Washington

Fleur Du Louve is:
Sasha - Vocals
Kari - Electronic drums, bass, guitar, keys, backup vocals

Recorded and mixed by Kari Killjoy

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